I woke up today feeling different. I looked in the mirror and my physical eye saw a complete difference. I am on my way in this awakening process and it is more exciting that I could have ever understood before now. I was put here to ensure that I help this world. Person by person, healing and showing the world such love and acceptance.
It has been communicated that I am an Earth Angel. While that does not in any way make me better or “cooler” than anyone, I do feel I have a purpose and I am going to fulfill that purpose. I am going to continue loving everyone-even those who are being judged. I love myself, and I love everyone else.
This journey is incredible, and I cannot express the completeness, the oneness, I feel. It’s like I woke up and a piece of my puzzle was put into place. All parts of me are becoming clear and it is beyond exciting. I can’t wait to share the meanings and blessings with everyone.
I am a healer. This physical world has given me this illusion of messes and Ego along with ego has tricked me and brought me further into darkness. As I peel back my layers I feel a sense of calm, and happiness. I no longer hold anger, and that was really hard for me. I am in human form, so I will FEEL anger, but I will do just that. Feel it as it was meant to be, and then release it. Resentment and pain are things I no longer fear. Death is no longer scary, for I am well aware we do not die. The assurance “they are here with you all the time now” is somewhat truthful. Although they are not with us 100% of the time, they are most certainly not gone forever.
I believe in God again. Not in a based religious way, but in a knowing way. He is the Creator, and we are all connected to the source. My tarot readings advise me on my journey and my guides are peeking out each and every day to assure me I am doing right by my higher self. I am feeling more comfortable in this skin-yet also feeling as if I don’t belong in it.
Awakening is a lonely process, however I have reached the point of no emotion for that. I am no longer sad I see/hear/touch/experience things that those around me cannot. I no longer fear for the judgement of those I love and those that do not know me. I no longer yearn for companionship each and every night, or feel the “need” to have someone always at my side.
I am awake. And I intend to stay that way. Although I am still battling my Ego and ego, I am determined this will end in a fascinating and wonderful way.
Because my layers are peeling back, I will be doing my 30 cleanse and restore with doTERRA’s Cleanse and Restore Kit starting in May. If you are interested in that, please email me at firstname.lastname@example.org, or simply visit http://www.mydoterra.com/ambyrlee and find it under the Enrollment Kits section. I’m going to do this cleanse WITH people. Every craving, every emotional ego, every spiritual or emotional need, reach out to me. I am here. That is my purpose, and that is what I will do.
I see you, and you are perfect the way you are. Absolutely perfect.
Love to all of you. xx